Lauren London has issued her first public statement since the tragic death of her boyfriend and son’s father, Nipsey Hussle.

In a post shared on Instagram, the actress paid tribute to her longtime love, sharing a slideshow of rare photos of them together with their kids.

“I am completely lost,” London captioned. “I’ve lost my best friend, my sanctuary, my protector, my soul.”

In one photo, Nipsey can be seen throwing their 2-year-old son Kross in the air. In another image, the late rapper and his son are smiling at the camera.

“We are lost without you babe — I have no words, Lauren added.

London, who has never posted photos of her youngest child’s face, is also mom to son Cameron Carter with rapper Lil Wayne. In addition to Kross, Hussle was dad to a daughter Emani Asghedom from a previous relationship.