Sean “Diddy” Combs is in mourning along with his kids and family friends who loved Kim Porter. The rapper held a private homegoing celebration for the late model and mother of three of his children on Sunday (November 18).
Kimora Lee Simmons was one of 100 attendees to come and honor Kim Porter at Diddy’s Bel-Air home. “To my beautiful friend and sister, I love you,” Kimora wrote online. “When I first heard the news, I was angry that someone would play such a stupid a*s joke,” the model continued.
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At your homegoing celebration today it became all too real that you are not coming back. I cannot stop crying but I will be strong for you. Gone WAY too soon. Wtf. I am in shock. To my beautiful friend and sister, I love you.❤️ This is unbelievable. When I first heard the news, I was angry that someone would play such a stupid ass joke. They said you were in your room sleeping. Aoki and I rushed to your house to tell you to ‘get up and come your ass outside!’ But soon as i arrived I realized you would not come. Every room I walk into now I think, “ok, I will just go and get Kim.” But I see that I cannot. This is all too close and too sad. Your light was a beaming beacon for so many. You are A WHOLE MOOD! You are a girls girl which is why we’ve stayed close always. We are so alike in so many ways, we shared clothes, food, attitudes, friends, enemies, the greatest happinesses and the worst sadnesses. We’ve been married, given birth, raised families, gotten divorced, experienced death and everything in between-together. You are a great mama. Between us we have 8 kids who are all cousins. We are, and will always be-a family. I will look after yours and you will look after and guide us all. What a beautiful, loving, sassy soul to have lost. We love you forever. May God bless your journey. We will never stop crying for you❤️? #kimporter #forevermylady #rip ? #blackexcellence ?✨
Although Kimora and her daughter, Aoki, thought that a visit to her home would end the “joke,” they were unfortunately shocked to learn of the reality of Kim Porter’s passing. “Every room I walk into now I think, ‘Ok, I will just go and get Kim,'” Kimora Lee Simmons shared online. “But I see that I cannot,” the celebrity mom added. “This is all too close and too sad. Your light was a beaming beacon for so many.”
Sean “Diddy” Combs also broke his silence concerning Kim Porter’s death this past weekend. “For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare,” Combs wrote online this past Sunday. “But I haven’t,” he said. “I don’t know what I’m going to do without you, baby. I miss you so much. Today I’m going to pay tribute to you, I’m going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship. We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER SH*T!! And I miss you so much.” Diddy also promised Kim that he would “raise our family just like you taught me to.”
Kim Porter passed away in her Toluca Lake home last week after reportedly suffering flu-like symptoms for a number of weeks. She was 47-years-old at the time of her passing and a mother of four children. Sean “Diddy” Combs has not yet released the details surrounding Kim Porter’s funeral service arrangements. The rapper remains completely focused on his kids during this time of loss.